I was talking to this guy on the internet for two months (skype and a chat application that has a bunch of rooms it’s like a world) and I liked him so much, he could convince me to do things I don’t ever do with people online. Like phone sex and watching him pleasure himself on cam. But those were at the very end of and only happened a few times. So I grew extremely fond of him and grew insecure and jealous.
Wondering if he did the same things with other girls. I knew deep inside he did and older users confirmed it but I would believe his denial. His words saying "Do I talk to other girls? Yes. Do I talk to them the same way I talk to you? No."
So he got upset at me two days ago because of the situation and told me we should end it because he didn’t want me to get hurt. I told him he was doing it right now and he said "well tough chick" and said that it was all true that he fucked every girl on pal and he did it for kicks because that’s just who he as but he sounded so upset that I thought he was only saying it to hurt me.
I went to school (I’m 18, had to repeat a grade because my parents divorce got me depressed and I didn’t go to school but that’s not what matters here) and I cried the whole first period in the bathroom and I texted him saying that I over reacted and that I didn’t want to not talk to him anymore, that I didn’t want him to leave me. And then he called me during lunch and hung up because we wasn’t sure it was me. It was the first time we ever used the phone, by phone sex I meant he called me from his skype to my ipod skype account.
And well I got home and saw that he said he we could talk and so I told him that I was being ridiculous and that he made me happy and I couldn’t control what he did on his side of the world. But I guess I was just trying to make myself believe that all along too. He said okay and I initiated cyber sex then he stopped talking. And answered me half an our later and then nothing at all. Then in the morning I checked and nothing so I figured he was at work (he’s 25) and let it slide. But then I just felt he was avoiding me because he kept changing from iPhone to PC. So I made a fake account and he answered my fake in a jiff.
As the fake I asked him for sexy photos and he was 100% willing and he asked my fake for them I obviously didn’t have and told him I wanted more photos of his c*ck. And he was being all flirty and then I called him by his real name which crept him out and then told him it was a common name that it could happen and then told him three names in those mine. So he went all "you sneaked on me using a fake?" and told me that i had said i didn’t care and I told him how could I not?
By the way, whilst I was talking with him as my fake I sent him a message as myself telling him to please say hey.
And so he told me that it be best if we didn’t talk. Anymore.
But what I really want to know is why he lied to me? Why couldn’t just talk with me online when he knew I’d always be there for him whenever he felt naughty and not just naughty. I know I’m stupid for wanting this but do you think he’ll come back to me and talk with me and say he’s sorry? Or is he just going to leave me like this? Did I do wrong making that fake? Why would he avoid me after the cyber sex? Why?
(I know people think the internet world is just stupid and that we need to get lives but..We have feelings and we can actually feel attracted to people we talk to everyday and are pretty. Because not all the internet people are ugly. People like me, I’m just broken and antisocial and being in the internet was fun until I got my heart broken by him. You’ll say he’s a loser because he’s 25 and goes to chat rooms but those chats are from all ages and people actually talk like they were together in an actual room)
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